Friday, September 28, 2012

With My Grandson

Walking through the park

Pushing my year old grandson

snoozing in a three wheeled jogging stroller

A brindled bull dog choke chained to my wrist

I'm tender and tough

This old run down park is too  

Paint crews know this place

They struggle to stay ahead of the graffiti.

We jog by two tatted gang kids

Moving toward the shadows cast by the old olive trees.

Shade and breeze beckon.


Laid out on the cool grass one hand on the dog,

long stretched and content,

the other on Logan's stroller.

I begin to doze

Logan's chubby grubby toes turned out as he dreams

We relax into a sweet and joyful
moment.



Humming Bird Remembered

thunk and flutter

a hummingbird

stunned on the deck

smooth the iridescent feathers

run a finger over the still grey felt belly

beak opens

beak closes

small claws grasp the air

set the stunned bit of fast life

on a squash vine

an hour later

gone.



Naomi Shihab Nye

Nye's poems provide a way for people to connect with one another:

"Once we have the experience of absorbing a poem and feeling that appetite satisfied, then we have access to a language that is devoted to transporting the spirit. Just as there is something inside a compass that causes it to always return to true North, so there is something in poetry that can harmonize and refocus us."

Marvelous article: http://spiritualityhealth.com/articles/incomparable-naomi-shihab-nye-kindness

Different Ways to Pray

BY NAOMI SHIHAB NYE
There was the method of kneeling,
a fine method, if you lived in a country
where stones were smooth.
The women dreamed wistfully of bleached courtyards,   
hidden corners where knee fit rock.
Their prayers were weathered rib bones,
small calcium words uttered in sequence,
as if this shedding of syllables could somehow   
fuse them to the sky.

There were the men who had been shepherds so long   
they walked like sheep.
Under the olive trees, they raised their arms—
Hear us! We have pain on earth!
We have so much pain there is no place to store it!
But the olives bobbed peacefully
in fragrant buckets of vinegar and thyme.
At night the men ate heartily, flat bread and white cheese,   
and were happy in spite of the pain,   
because there was also happiness.

Some prized the pilgrimage,
wrapping themselves in new white linen   
to ride buses across miles of vacant sand.   
When they arrived at Mecca   
they would circle the holy places,   
on foot, many times,
they would bend to kiss the earth
and return, their lean faces housing mystery.

While for certain cousins and grandmothers
the pilgrimage occurred daily,   
lugging water from the spring
or balancing the baskets of grapes.
These were the ones present at births,
humming quietly to perspiring mothers.
The ones stitching intricate needlework into children’s dresses,   
forgetting how easily children soil clothes.

There were those who didn’t care about praying.
The young ones. The ones who had been to America.   
They told the old ones, you are wasting your time.
      Time?—The old ones prayed for the young ones.   
They prayed for Allah to mend their brains,
for the twig, the round moon,
to speak suddenly in a commanding tone.

And occasionally there would be one
who did none of this,
the old man Fowzi, for example, Fowzi the fool,   
who beat everyone at dominoes,
insisted he spoke with God as he spoke with goats,   
and was famous for his laugh.
Naomi Shihab Nye, “Different Ways to Pray” from Words Under the Words: Selected Poems (Portland, Oregon: Far Corner Books, 1995). Copyright © 1995 by Naomi Shihab Nye. Reprinted with the permission of the author.
Source: Words Under the Words: Selected Poems (Far Corner Books, 1995) 

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Tomorrow morning I start a special practice designed by a special teacher.  I will start each day reading a poem out loud.  I plan to be in the pepper trees with the dreams of the previous night still visible in my memory.  Each poem is in a sealed envelop.  Each poem will evoke feelings I'll record. After a week, we'll share our insights in a our group.

I look forward to the arcs of light that will strike during my days. 

~ Dennis

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

What the Sadhu Said

I asked the Sadhu, "What do you do when you fart in Kundalini class?





He said, "Just let it be..."

Art and Life of Henri Hillnck



Henri Hillinck 1900 - 1956





Saturday, August 18, 2012

A Hero's Journey




What ever your fate is...
whatever the hell happens, 
say "This is what I need."

It may look like a wreck
but go at like an opportunity
a challenge.
If you bring love to that moment,
not discouragement, 
you will find the strength there.

Any disaster you can survive
is an improvement in your character, your stature
and your life.
What a privilege!

This is when the spontaneity of your own nature 
will have a chance to flow.

Then, when looking back at your life, 
you will see that the moments that seem like great failure
followed by great wreckage.
They are the incidents that shaped the life you have now. 

You will see this is really true:
Nothing can happen to you that is not positive,
even though it looks and feels at the moment 
like a negative crisis.
It is not.
The crisis throw you back,
and when you are required exhibit strength...
it comes. 

-Joseph Campbell, A Hero's Journey


Sunday, April 01, 2012

A trick of time


At surfer's beach

truth be told

a rush of splayed bamboo

screens the waves

good sets rolling in

the young like seals

let gravity be the guide

surfers shower and peel wet suits to reveal new skin 

we talk

re-construct

the past

share our sides of it

and wonder what happened in all those years

See?  It's all good

I am who I am

who I was meant to be

after all these years.

Me with my conventional joys, clogged heart, head in the sand

wondering what it I had just let go?

You with your uncut cords and highway stories from beyond the maps,

wondering what a white picket fence might have meant.

We think back to the paths we crossed and wonder how all this time's gone by

(And we both know time's a trick don't we?)

a trick of memory




Neil Young:

Thinking about what a
Friend had said
I was hoping it was a lie.



Or perhaps just a mis-placed atom

in a complex molecule of memory

bent to serve a story

that would make life bearable.

remove the atom

split the element

Can time alone turn a sore spot tender?

i know i didn't do

what you said

i know you have to remember it

the way you do

i forgive you this way

out of the old pain

and remain myself

Ian and Sylvia are singing Early Morning Rain

I set myself up for this


As I work grading student papers in my study

the cat sits on my desk.

His tail carves a question mark in the space before the screen.

I'm in the early morning rain

40 years ago.

waiting to move on

very stuck on the ground.



Like then,  I best be on my way

In the early morning pain.

Saturday, March 31, 2012

Sink and swim

I'm surprised when I find a poem in the kitchen sink

the first few lines swim in my mind

I must return to the blank blog page

and spill the ideas into the virtual sink

Ah flow in the gray morning

Time to turn the music on!

At my kitchen sink

I've found a poetry spot

a place that puts the images in my head

and draws the words from me

in the morning,

before the day begins

I stand at the kitchen sink and look out the window toward the sea

and I see

and occasionally record

the songs still springing from my heart

making tea


making tea on a foggy morning

breathe easy

lilacs bent with dew

buffalo grass grey with mist

the kettle sings then shrieks

like old memories that
radiate when held up to the light

no,  just hot tea
in white porcelain mug
on a foggy morning



dan baumbach photography
http://danbaumbach.wordpress.com/

Thursday, March 29, 2012

second wedding anniversary





A rain swept hill in Crete

Sheltered in a Shepard's hut

So new in love

every day announced itself

a gift.

We said, Look at us!

We're living life!

So many years since that rainy afternoon

Bounce the grand baby on my knee

Watch our grown children laugh

Remember all of the meadows and hills
we topped.

I love you!

Friday, March 23, 2012

Henri Hillinck: Art




Portrait of his daughter Joanie, 1947

Henri Hillinck: Portrait of his daughter Jocelyn Date unknown
Henri Hillinck: Les Pigeons 1933

Henri Hillinck: Southwind 1939

Henri Self-Portrait


Pepita 1928


Mountain scape, unsigned undated


1941


Tuesday, March 20, 2012

New Images of Henri Pierre Hillinck's work

I came across these snap shots today.  They are by Henri Hillinck.  Most likely done as a part of a series of prints he produced in 1939.  My guess is these pictures were taken by my Uncle Bill Hillinck  He was also known as Bill Ryan.  If anyone knows where the original prints are let me know?




Friday, March 09, 2012

water melon



Is anything sweeter
more satisfying
than the recollection of
a special point in time

when taste combines with sound and light
makes a memory?

Sweet cold water melon

served as a break
from heavy work on a hot day

I look out the picture window

and  remember

eating a slice of seedless morning melon.






dog's dream


What do dogs dream?

for surely they do dream

I watch Brindle dozing on the couch.

His eyes rolling behind closed lids
the big paws twitching
the gutteral snore turns to muffled woof and wheeze

is he chasing the road runner of his dreams?
is he connected with all dogs past, present, future,
hunting with the pack?

Or is it simply random neurons firing,
fueled by a reptilian biochemical breakdown
of kibble and the radiance of the sun
on his dun colored tiger striped back?

what do dogs dream when they sleep?


Wednesday, March 07, 2012

Issa on twitter



in high school

found Issa early

I wrote haiku

climbed Mount Fuji

like a snail

many times

many times



















Thank you Denis Huckaby,
 the HS English teacher
who introduced me to Haiku.


Now Issa's  images are on twitter! 

@issa_haiku


loafing


Yesterday,

stretched out on my couch

I looked through the window to see

20 birds

perched like leaves on the bare thin limbs of a tree

hunkered against a cold wind

facing into the breeze and riding the branches.

as one

they  launched

leaving the tree bare.

shortly after, I slipped into a sweet mid-day nap.



An old man blogging simple observational free verse when he should be working

No fool like an old fool?

A survivor spending time to let the optimistic candle of mindfulness generate images on virtual paper?

Still thinking in verse after all these years.

Is it enough to briefly set aside the mundane demands of the day to save some words?

Enough?   Not really, but something at least.